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Christmas is a time to remember our loving Savior Jesus Christ, and to give thanks for his humble birth, His loving miracles and His sacrificial life. We celebrated by attending the Festival of Lights at the Visitors Center of the Washington D.C. Temple. Thousands of lights strung on hundreds of trees reminded us that He is the Light of the World; the Giving Machine and its attendants reminded us to share with our fellow citizens; and Crèches from 55 countries reminded us that we all kneel by the manger, awed by a “wondrous little stranger.”
Serving at the Visitors Center during December, I saw thousands of people (they had 5,000 the day and evening I was there) enjoy the spiritual side of Christmas. A little girl told me her favorite part was “When God was born.” That was mine, too. (I did some service at the VC while Norm recuperated from Covid 19.)
Early in December, Norm came down with his first-ever case of Covid. Thanks to the new anti-viral drug Paxlovid, he weathered it well and only lost a day of office work, though he took it easy afterward.
“Fear Not!” the angel told the shepherds, and it rings in my ears. This year I’ve realized like never before that the Christmas season is a big trigger for my anxiety. I’ve learned it is possible to feel a plethora of emotions simultaneously: that I’m overwhelmed; that I’m inadequate for most of the tasks I need to do; that I’m spiritually barren; that I’m worshipful and filled with His light; that I’m deeply happy yet chaotically homesick. I coordinated two Christmas Devotional meals for 100+ missionaries and drove the 495 Freeway at night without functioning GPS, and later, during rush hour. I’m not bragging: these tasks terrified me. The Lord, Elder Holm and 40 senior missionaries made the meals successful, and the Lord at my side calmed me and helped me drive safely.
So, fear not, Sister Holm, for “Unto you is born a Savior. . .which is Christ the Lord.” He was born into a messy world, with all its conflicting emotions, and He managed to save it. He will save you, too.
We wish you a Happy New Year! 2023 promises many “good things to come.”
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